share my world.

Share your world

What type of pets do you have or want?  ~ I wish I had another boxer dog.  I had one named voo who died a few years ago.  I loved her so.  my mother had voo’s daughter Daisy and if I had the room I would take daisy but a dog and a baby would be hard.

What was or is your favorite cartoon?   I don’t really have a favorite.   I like ed edd and eddy.

When you’re alone at home, do you wear shoes, socks, slippers, or go barefoot?   I hate being barefoot. so I wear my slippers or flip flops. 

Are you a traveler or a homebody?   If I’m with someone I like to travel but if I’m alone I’d rather be home.

What are you grateful for from last week, and what are you looking forward to in the week coming up?  I’m grateful that Daniel has days off and I’m looking forward to Alice’s doctors appointment.

I like answering questions


Flip Flop Weed.

In response to The Daily Post’s writing prompt: “Flip Flop.”

I thought it was going to be about my favorite pair of flip-flops. any who. Lets talk about drugs. I think the topic is much like the topic of sex whereas, it is still a bit taboo. When thinking of drugs, I think of weed. This is where the topic of said “Flip flop” comes in to play.

Yes, I have smoked before. I know several people who do smoke. This I don’t have a problem with. The problem I do think I have with, Is when you spend all your money on it and can’t pay your bills. It’s just like anything else. I could say the same thing about java junkies or shopaholics. That’s when anything becomes a problem.

Yes, it is illegal. Yes, It has some physical repercussions. However, if you were to ask 100 adults if they would rather be in a room with a drunk, or with a stoner… people would choose the stoner. Why? Because you’re at less risk of.. 1. getting into a fight. 2. getting puked on.

I’m also not saying everyone who drink is this way.  I drink on occasion.

I don’t smoke anymore. and I’m kind of biased against people who do. which contradicts everything I just wrote. but people who I know that smoke, a lot of time do it to the point of excess. they can’t pay the bills, and they have a problem with it. so I assume everyone has a problem with it. which isn’t true. and I know that.  Does this make any sense?

no milk or blood this week, maybe some rain though.

sometimes I think Alice hates me. she’ll cry and cry and cry for me then I feel like once Daniel gets home shes fine for him. wtf. I am your mother. then I think I’m my mother. and that’s just no good cuz I hated my mother, but I also had legit reasons. she was an alcoholic. I am not. maybe I’m too rough with her? when I change her positions slow down with her? she has grown a bit though. up to 9 pounds. this makes my happy.

In other news, went to craft night and made a horrible dream catcher. it’s a rounded out hanger with string on it. I really, Really suck and arts and crafts. everything I make turn to crap and if it does look good, its by accident. once, I put some dead sticks on a wall and it turned out awesome. something people would pay good money for, but I try to mog pog something and it turns to crap. yep, I’m the kid that failed art class. however if you gave me a story line I could probably write a decent story.

nothing terribly interesting has happened lately though. We went out and saw Fast 7. Daniel really wanted to go to it. when it comes down to what I want to do, I always reply with “I don’t know” because there isn’t anything in this town I want to do. there is eating, movies, grocery shop. that’s it! I would say hang out with friends but I don’t have any! so I sit here all day and do a bunch of chores and grocery shop because everyone is too busy doing other things. ok I’m done with that rant.

the cat is still alive, child is sleeping and blog is updated. who really reads this? I’m going to go in my room now and pretend to put clothes away.                         you.  carry on.

lists and hiccups

The Second week went A bit more smoothly, I suppose.  she  got another heel poke, and bled all over the place.  The nurse put the band aid on the wrong foot.   says a lot for the hospital I went to.  in short  they all put the band aid on the wrong foot.  I hate this hospital.  If I have another baby, I’ll probably end up going to Coeur D’ alene or Spokane.

Daniel was home for the weekend and we had Easter at moms house,  nothing to terribly interesting has happened.

Well going out in public with Alice is a new experience.   She cried and I panicked and left the store…..Twice.  but she didn’t win the third time!  People are always asking how old she is and cooing over her.   Stop.  people.  Please.    its annoying.  she’s a human.  a human baby.   you’ve all seen one before.    people get excited to see dogs and babies in the store!   people are dumb!    Follow me.

Chips Ahoy, Alice!

On the first day of spring, a solar eclipse happened on Earth, Something else also, happened on Earth.  I became a mother.   Miss Alice-Trinity was born a week and three days ago.  So far I’ve kept her alive with the help of my betrothed, Daniel.  I never realized how big my cat was until I brought her home.

Now she sleeps in a Boppy pillow next to me giving me, a few spare moments to type this out, Though I should be sleeping.

So far I feel motherhood is hilarious and ridiculous at the same time.   I don’t think I’ve laughed at one person so much in a long time.  Her facial expressions are ridiculous and her not having teeth yet is also comical. of course one would hope she doesn’t have teeth yet being only a week old.

The ridiculous part is that all she mostly does is sleep, eat and poop.  while awake she will gaze off at the walls or at my face. and if that’s not happening she is screaming at me that she has gas and there is nothing I can do but wait it out while she yells in my ear.

There is a lot of milk and blood involved in this so far. Milk leaking from me like a faucet, drenching shirts and pants and smelling awful.  waking up in the morniWIN_20150330_181641ng with a wet shirt makes me feel oh so sexy,   not.

I have yet to shave my legs since about two-months ago and am having a period that won’t end for a while.

I can’t wait for her to be less floppy. This is the adventure.   Follow me and lets see what happens next.