2am words

Its 2am. Alice is sleeping fine but, I’m up because I found an old post on a website Daniel wrote.

I’m getting married in 23 days. MARRIED. can’t turn back. I will be Mrs.Tietjen. Julia Tietjen…. I am scared shitless. not because of him or because my life isn’t what I want. I think its because this is a forever thing…. and I’ve never done forever before. tell me how to do this…